My work environment was very toxic. Staff and clients were verbally abusive and threatening when I did nothing wrong. They were the ones who failed to do their job correctly. The CEO of our company called security on me twice even though I was fully dressed in my uniform and my picture ID tag was clearly visible hanging from my neck.I can go on and on. Too many work issues to discuss here.
My life slowly got worse over the years until I could barely walk and talk. My GP sent me to a psychiatrist who immediately diagnosed me as suffering from Depression.
I started seeing a private psychologist on my own to help myself. He has a PhD. We did CBT using the book Mind Over Mood. My insurance sends forms for him to fill out every six months. He never completes the forms on time and my insurance threatens to cut off my disability. This causes me lots of additional stress.
I am finding psychologists visits are too expensive for me. I cannot afford them. I have asked my local health centre for a psychologist.
I am wondering if I can stop seeing psychologists because they fail to help me. They do not listen to me and they make stupid statements which trigger me and make me more ill.
Thank you for your responses. I know my post is very long.