I’ve been on private LTD (and CPPD) almost 3 years now for back issues and depression. CL. I’ve also recently applied for the disability tax credit with my doctor’s help, and I expect it to be approved.
My back issues are well documented over 10 years with multiple doctors and pain specialists - I’ve tried every possible treatment including surgery. Unquestionably I will be in pain and disabled for the rest of my life. In this way my LTD case is rock solid.
My depression is less documented because therapy is bloody expensive in Ontario. I’ve only been treated by my family doctor, we’ve tried 10+ anti-depressants over the past 10 years. I’ve also spoken with a few psychiatrists over the years to discuss different anti-depressants.
My LTD case worker has repeatedly told me after the 2 year mark they will contact me less and just check in with me once a year and I’ll be “rubber stamped” until 65. I’ve been waiting for this stamp so I can change cities and go live closer to family for more support - it’s a big move requiring a lot of planning and finding new doctors etc. I want to be on solid ground before I attempt it.
Well, that 2 year mark came and went, and I didn’t hear anything. They didn’t contact me for 6+ months and I thought I could relax and not have to deal with the constant threats every few months that they “are considering extending my benefits” always making me feel like it’s just temporary and I’m on thin ice.
Instead, they have recently contacted me out of the blue and are now asking me to do 6 virtual appointments over the next month to speak with psychologists and therapists at a 3rd party company. I googled the company; they specialize in getting people back to work and off LTD.
This makes me angry. Basically, they have put a gun to my head and want to make me spill my guts to multiple therapists in the hope they can disprove my depression. How can you do therapy with a gun to your head under duress? Even if they could disprove my depression (they cannot) I still have a rock solid LTD case for chronic back issues - so there is absolutely no point in doing this except to harass me.
If I had gotten to choose my own therapist who doesn’t report back to them everything I say, and LTD paid for it - that would be helpful and I’d welcome that. But I am super reluctant to talk to their 3rd party therapists and spill my guts and tell them all my darkest secrets when I know they do not have my best interests at heart.
Just the thought of all this makes my depression so much worse, it’s just unwanted STRESS.
How do I walk this line? How much of this harassment do I need to deal with? Do I have any options? Can I refuse this “therapy”? Should I get my family doctor to overrule them? Or should I co-operate fully?
I’d appreciate any thoughts people have on this subject.