Thank you ‘searching’ for your your feedback. I have done all the above. Some of my doctors and therapists do not seem to care about my well being.
I am not sure how much I can share on this forum. You are welcome to pm me for more details.
Basically, I was physically abused by my mom and many women during my childhood. I was able to work and maintain a job. Recently, I was verbally abused by women in my job. I filed many complaints and my manager and supervisors supported me. There were many meetings. None of my abusers were disciplined. This abuse made me scared and I was afraid these women will hit me.
I became very ill and I had to go off work. This abuse triggered my childhood abuse.
As you can see my condition maybe considered pre-existing.
Male doctors do not listen to me. They tell me women never abused me. They tell me I am the problem.
The women who abused me are the ones who should be paying for my therapy. Not me.